I just can't stand to loose you

 Me beautiful boy.. Alex are on his way home, and I usually tells Zeke that "Alex is on his way".
He knows this, and starts to look around for Alex. Look at the door and hope he'll come.
When Alex finally arrives he is so happy! He - the calm and slow one is on hyper speed!
He also checks Alex's bag and sniff around in it trying to figure out where he has been.

Zeke has a severly damaged shoulder. We went to the vet some months ago. And the shoulder is so bad, he might have to be put down from it when it gets worse. He is fine at the moment. And he gets special food and medicine. But I'm afraid for the day he'll be so much worse. I don't even want to think about it.
The things we can do surgically for him is some kind of operation in the shoulder were it will be fixated.
I'm not sure if he would like it. If it would make him mirserable to be so unable to move. An other alternative is amputation. But since it is a front leg I'm not sure it would be optimal for him. We will have to wait and see. I will do what ever I can to make him feel better.